Saturday, February 27, 2010

Just being myself

Next interview includes a hike... I pulled out my favorite field pants to pack them and found a hole in the seam on the butt. While that would undoubtedly make a fabulous impression, I went ahead and sewed up the hole.

Positive developments in the job search, but they are unbloggable for now. Hopefully in a few weeks this will all be over with a very happy ending.

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Requited

University #4 likes me back - I've been invited for an interview!

Whew, being a superstar is going to be exhausting...

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Quick update

Phone interview #3 has led to an invitation for campus interview #2!! Phone interview #4 went really well, fingers crossed for a campus interview there too.

Friday, February 12, 2010

digital generation my ASS

What is UP with undergrads who don't check their email every day?? Seriously?

Sunday, February 07, 2010

Job interview updates

The phone interview with university #3 went pretty well, I think. It will be about a week or so before I find out if I get a campus interview. The day after the interview, someone from that university was looking at my pictures on my research website, so I will take that as evidence that I didn't suck.

And then university #4 emailed me and asked for a phone interview too! I'm very excited about #4 for many reasons - I think I'm a perfect fit for this one. I hope they agree.

Campus interview with #2 in just a few days... need to polish my shoes and practice my talk a few more times.

Wednesday, February 03, 2010

Hi there. I'm on my way, I'm making it...

Things have been going pretty well lately. I want to feel good about things, but I am still wary.
  • I have another phone interview tomorrow (that's 3 now). 
  • I have a campus interview next week. 
  • Last week, a paper that I submitted in November was accepted by a good journal. 
  • My NSF grant was declined, but with very good reviews and straightforward revisions, so I'm feeling very confident about the upcoming resubmission.
  • I finished the experimental portion of a current research project a few weeks ago and everything went great.
But. I keep waiting for SOMETHING to go wrong... I'm sure I won't have to wait long.

Monday, January 25, 2010

The End is Near

I have been blogging less and less lately, and the blog is becoming a source of stress rather than fun. My pseudonymity is hanging by a thin thread, as blog readers put 2 and 2 together and find out who I am, and people I know in real life put 1 and 3 together and find the blog. I'd love to blog about my job search, but after last year's outcry of OMG UR DOIN IT RONG, plus the aforementioned pseudonymity problem, I'm just not comfortable doing that now.

I was going to wait until I got a tenure-track job. Or until my blog's 5-year anniversary this June, whichever came first. Either way, I had planned to shut this thing down soon.

I'm not going to do it just yet. I'll stick around and let you know how the job search turns out this year. I'll also talk a little bit about my super-secret research & writing blog and see if any of you are interested in forming a super-secret writing support group with me. I'll still be reading and occasionally commenting on your blogs. But this blog isn't going to be around much longer.

Friday, January 15, 2010

Thursday, December 31, 2009

Imperfect

There's a questionnaire in the back of Boice's book, designed to help you figure out which kind of problem writer you are. He keeps referring to these types of problems throughout the book, which I found frustrating because I couldn't possibly imagine which kind of problem writer I was. Procrastinator, probably. Impatient, sure. Certainly not Perfectionist - he described a perfectionist as one who could not stop editing a paper and just submit it. That's not me at all, I thought - I submit crap all the time.

Last night I decided to sit down and take the damn quiz. There are seven areas of dysfunction: Work apprehension, Procrastination, Writing apprehension, Dysphoria, Impatience, Perfectionism, and Rules. I calculated my scores and compared them to the reported averages in the book. Turns out I am pretty average for the first four. I scored high for Impatience, no surprise. But the highest score I had by far, which was MUCH higher than the average score, was Perfectionism.

Really? No. Are you sure? Because that's not me. At all.

Then I took this online Perfectionism test on Psychology Today. My score? 82 out of 100.
According to this test, you are bound by the cuffs of perfectionism. You set standards that can never be met. Most likely, this tendency is making you suffer. And needlessly. It is time that you tuned into your perfectionist side and diluted it. While a desire to do well, to do your best work, and to explore your full potential can give you a sense of satisfaction and personal fulfillment, you have to learn when it is 'good enough'.
"Bound by the cuffs of perfectionism"?? Harsh.